Become Undefinable.
A Letter on the Paradox
Dear Rajdeep,
You think you have a focus problem.
You do not.
You have a fear-of-being-uncategorizable problem.
You look at the code you write, the markets you study, the autobiographies you devour, the systems thinking, the philosophy, the mountains you climb. You ask the wrong question: which one is the real path?
That question assumes you must pick. You do not.
Twenty years taught me this. Let me save you the doubt.
When you can be labeled, you can be competed with.
Someone says "he is an AI engineer" and suddenly ten thousand others sit in that box. They compare your rates, your credentials, your output. You become a commodity. Replaceable.
But when they cannot categorize you, when they struggle to explain what you do, when they say "I have never met someone like this," you have escaped the game. You are no longer competing. You are the only option for problems that do not have names yet.
Marc Andreessen calls this the double threat. Single threat: one skill. Double threat: two. Triple threat: three. The more threats you stack, the more unique you become. One-trick ponies get left in the stable.
Naval put it differently: no one can compete with you on being you. But you have to actually become you first. That means following every thread, not just the ones that make sense to others.
The wealthiest people I know are not the best at one thing. They are the only ones at a specific intersection. They built a personal monopoly by being uncopyable.
In 2027, I nearly made the mistake.
I was offered a role that would have made me "the AI guy." Good title. Good money. Clear trajectory. Everyone said take it. Pick the lane. Double down.
I turned it down. Not because I was brave. Because something felt wrong about shrinking.
That decision changed everything.
Steve Jobs understood this.
"You can't connect the dots looking forward. You can only connect them looking backward. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future."
Most people hear that and nod, then go back to optimizing for one lane. They do not actually collect the dots. They do not trust.
I trusted. Not because I was certain. Because the alternative felt like slow death.
The coding. The market analysis. The trading. The autobiographies of founders and generals and artists. The systems thinking. The philosophy. The psychology. The mountains. None of it made sense as a career plan. All of it made sense as a life.
Twenty years later, every single dot connected.
Here is what the combination unlocked.
In 2031, a sovereign wealth fund asked me to advise on AI strategy. They did not hire me because I was the best engineer. There were hundreds of those. Single threats. They hired me because I could translate. Engineers to executives. Technologists to regulators. Complexity to clarity.
That skill came from the writing practice. From reading how great leaders thought. From the autobiographies that showed me how decisions get made under pressure. From understanding markets and incentives, not just technology.
In 2034, I built a company at an intersection no one expected. The idea came from a pattern I noticed studying market dynamics. From a framework in a book about complex adaptive systems. From a biography of a founder who failed in a way that taught me exactly what not to do.
The breakthrough was at the intersection. Not in the lane.
That company sold in 2041. The number does not matter. What matters: it existed because I refused to be a single threat.
The talent stack is how I think about everything.
Scott Adams built Dilbert by being mediocre at drawing, mediocre at writing, mediocre at business. None of those skills alone would have gotten him anywhere. The combination was irreplaceable. Each skill multiplied the others.
I did the same.
Code gave me the ability to build what I imagined. Market understanding showed me where value flows and why. Trading taught me risk, position sizing, and the discipline of being wrong fast. Autobiographies showed me how people who built great things actually thought. Systems thinking gave me frameworks for feedback loops and second-order effects. Philosophy gave me clarity on what mattered. Mountains gave me patience and humility.
None of these made me the best in any category. A specialist would beat me in each lane.
All of them together made me unmatchable in the spaces between. A quadruple threat. Then a quintuple threat. Then something that could not be named.
By 2038, I stopped taking meetings with competitors. There were none.
Be a polymath.
The word sounds old. Renaissance. Dusty. It is the most modern advantage you can have.
A polymath learns across multiple subjects. Not dabbling. Real depth in multiple domains. Science and art. Technology and philosophy. Markets and mountains. Code and psychology.
Specialists mock this. They say you cannot be good at many things. They are wrong. You cannot be the best at many things. But you can be good enough at many things that the combination becomes best at something new.
Benjamin Franklin was a writer, scientist, inventor, diplomat, businessman. He did not pick a lane. He invented lanes. Richard Feynman was a physicist who painted, played bongos, cracked safes. His range made him see physics differently than anyone. Elon Musk combined physics, engineering, economics, and design thinking to build companies that specialists said were impossible.
The future belongs to polymaths. The problems worth solving do not fit in one discipline. They require someone who can move between worlds. Who can see patterns that specialists miss. Who can combine ideas that have never been combined.
You are building that. Every subject you study. Every skill you stack. Every thread you follow.
Do not apologize for it. Lean in.
The mountains taught me this better than anything.
You have done Goechala. You have seen Kanchenjunga at sunrise. You know what it feels like when scale humbles you.
That was just the beginning.
Since then, countless treks. Peaks you once thought impossible. Storms that should have turned you back. Decisions at altitude that taught you more about judgment than any book.
Each mountain taught something different. Patience from the long approaches. Discipline from the early mornings. Humility from the times you turned back. Courage from the times you pushed through.
The summit is not the goal. The person who comes down is.
Everything you learned in the mountains showed up in how you built companies. How you managed risk. How you led teams. How you stayed calm when everything fell apart.
The mountain does not care about your LinkedIn bio. It tests whether you did the work. Whether you can decide under pressure. Whether you can turn back when turning back is the right call.
The mountains made you dangerous in ways specialists will never understand.
Keep climbing.
Life is a decathlon, not a sprint.
The specialist powerlifter can outlift you. The specialist marathoner can outrun you. The specialist coder can out-algorithm you. But life does not test one thing at a time.
Life tests your ability to build, communicate, endure, adapt, see patterns, make decisions, recover from failure, lead, follow, sit with uncertainty, act under pressure.
Single threats optimize for one event. They win that event and lose the decathlon.
I optimized for the hopper. When someone pulled a random challenge from the hat, I was ready. When the market shifted, I had skills to fall back on. When one door closed, three others opened because I had keys to all of them.
Be the athlete who can outlift the runners and outrun the lifters. Not the best at either. Better across the hopper.
When the test is unknown, the generalist wins.
Jim Collins called it the Genius of the AND.
Most people operate under the Tyranny of the OR. Engineer or trader. Builder or philosopher. Coder or reader. Wealth or meaning.
False choices. The first-rate mind holds both. Not compromise. Not balance. Both at full intensity.
I built wealth AND gave away a meaningful portion. I wrote code AND studied markets. I read systems thinking AND climbed mountains. I achieved AND remained hungry. I succeeded AND stayed humble about how much was luck.
Those who told you to pick were projecting their own limitations. They could not hold both. They assumed no one could.
Leonardo da Vinci painted 22 works. That is all. But his notebooks were full of anatomy, engineering, flight, optics, machines. He called himself "disciple of experience." The range made him history's most influential creative mind. Not despite the scattered interests. Because of them.
You have permission. Be the coder who reads autobiographies. The engineer who understands markets. The builder who thinks in systems. The technologist who conquers mountains and comes back seeing patterns no one else sees.
The combination is not the distraction. It is the work.
The reading was never wasted.
You worry that autobiographies take time from "real" work. That systems thinking is too abstract. That studying markets dilutes your focus as an engineer.
It does not.
Every autobiography teaches a decision-making pattern you will use later. Every systems book gives you a lens that makes complex problems simpler. Every hour studying markets teaches you how value moves, how incentives shape behavior, how the world works beneath the surface.
Single threats read narrowly. They become experts in a shrinking domain. When the domain shifts, they have nothing.
Multi-threats read widely. Become experts in connection. See how ideas from one field solve problems in another. When the world shifts, they shift with it.
Keep reading everything. The dots connect later.
The breakthroughs never came from expected places.
The insight that made the 2034 company work came from a biography of a founder who failed spectacularly. The framework that saved a failing product came from studying how markets price risk. The relationship that opened the biggest door of my career started because someone heard me talking about a Himalayan trek, not technology.
The market pays a premium for unexpected connections. For the person who can see what specialists cannot see because they are too deep in their own lane.
But more than the market: life rewards unexpected connections. The richest moments came from the intersections. The deepest friendships. The most meaningful work. The experiences that made me feel alive.
If I had picked the lane in 2027, I would have made good money. Clear identity. Easy to explain at parties.
I would have missed everything that mattered.
Now the warning.
The pressure to pick a lane will never stop. It gets louder as you succeed.
People will ask "but what do you actually do?" They will suggest you are unfocused. They will point to single threats who dominated one thing.
They are not wrong about those people. Some specialists win. But they are winning a different game.
Here is what they will not tell you: many single threats I knew burned out or became obsolete. Their one skill got automated or commoditized or fell out of favor. They had no adjacent skills to fall back on. They had optimized so hard for one thing they could not adapt when the thing changed.
One-trick ponies get left in the stable.
The multi-threat has optionality. Can pivot. Can combine and recombine as the world shifts.
And the world always shifts.
Do not let their need for clarity make you small. Do not let their categories become your ceiling.
The right answer, eventually: "I solve problems that do not have names yet."
Here is how to know if you are living this.
Can you be replaced? If someone can describe what you do in a single phrase, they can find someone else who does it.
Do people hesitate when they explain you? "He is kind of like... but also..." That hesitation is the signal. That confusion is the moat.
When did you last do something that did not fit? If everything you do makes sense to everyone, you are too legible. You are optimizing for their understanding instead of your growth.
Are you following curiosity or a plan someone else wrote? The plan is useful. Curiosity is essential. When they conflict, curiosity wins.
The signal: "I have never met someone like you before."
If you are not hearing that, you are still too easy to categorize.
Stop comparing.
I know what you do. You look at specialists and think they are ahead. Clearer titles. Cleaner stories. Faster progress in their narrow lane.
Stop.
Their race is not your race. Comparing yourself to a specialist is like a decathlete comparing himself to a sprinter. The sprinter will always be faster in the 100 meters. The sprinter cannot do what you do.
You are not behind. You are building something they cannot see yet.
You are doing good. You are on the right track. I know because I was you, and I know where it leads.
Believe in yourself. Not blind belief. The earned belief of someone who shows up every day, stacks skills, follows curiosity, trusts the process.
Do whatever you want to do. Follow what pulls you. Ignore the voices that say you should be more focused. They do not understand what you are building.
Things will happen.
Faster than you anticipate. Sooner than you dare to hope.
There is a momentum that builds when you become undefinable. Opportunities find you. Doors open that you did not know existed. The right people recognize something in you that specialists cannot offer.
It compounds. Slowly at first, then all at once.
Be patient. Keep building. It is coming.
On wealth.
The money came. More than I expected. But it came as byproduct, not goal.
It came because I was solving problems no one else could solve. Because I was standing at intersections no one else thought to stand at. Because I had built a combination of skills that was genuinely scarce.
Single threats who made money did so by being the best at one thing. That is a brutal competition. Room for very few at the top.
I made money by being the only one at a specific intersection. That is an easier competition. Room for exactly one.
But wealth is a tool, not a destination. The money bought time. Time bought freedom. Freedom bought the ability to keep following curiosity without asking permission.
The point was never the money. The point was building a life where I could keep becoming.
That is the real wealth.
On relationships.
The multi-threat life is not lonely. That is a lie single threats tell themselves.
The deepest relationships I have came from the intersections. People I met in unexpected places. Conversations that started because I knew something about their world that surprised them.
When you are interested in everything, you can connect with anyone. When you have range, every room has someone you can learn from. When you are not performing expertise, you are free to be curious.
Curiosity is magnetic.
The richest life is not the focused life. The richest life is the interested life.
I am not certain this path is right for everyone.
Some people thrive in deep specialization. Some problems require ten thousand hours on one thing. Some minds are built for depth, not breadth.
But I know you. I have been you.
I know how your mind moves between things. The guilt when you pick up an autobiography instead of a technical manual. When you study market dynamics instead of writing code. When you plan another trek instead of another project.
That guilt is the wrong signal. That voice is not your voice. It is the voice of a world that wants you simple because simple is easier to understand.
You are not simple. You never were.
Stop pretending.
Trust the dots.
You cannot see how the code and the markets and the autobiographies and the systems thinking and the mountains all connect. Not yet.
But they will.
Steve Jobs was right. The dots only connect looking backward. Your job is not to see the connection now. Your job is to collect the dots. To trust that the synthesis will come. To keep following what pulls you even when it does not fit the plan.
Twenty years from now, you will look back and see it clearly. The pattern will be obvious. You will wonder how you ever doubted.
But right now, all you can do is trust.
So trust.
Decision.
This week, start one thing that does not fit.
The thing that makes people ask "why are you doing that?" The thing that does not belong on your current plan. The thing that feels like a distraction but keeps pulling at you.
Do it anyway. Give it real time. See what it connects to.
Next month, do it again. Add another threat to your stack.
Build the habit of following threads. Build the habit of trusting that the synthesis will come. Build the identity of someone who combines rather than specializes.
Twenty years from now, you will not remember the efficient weeks. You will not remember the times you stayed in your lane.
You will remember the strange combinations that opened doors you did not know existed. The moment two unrelated ideas collided and something new emerged. The person you became by refusing to be just one thing.
Be the paradox.
Be the coder who understands markets. The engineer who reads autobiographies. The builder who thinks in systems. The technologist who conquers mountains and comes back seeing patterns no one else sees.
Stack the threats until no one can count them. Until no one can compete. Until you become the only one.
Hold both. Reject the Tyranny of the OR. Embrace the Genius of the AND.
Become undefinable.
Become uncategorizable.
Become the only one.
That is the edge. That is the wealth. That is the life.
I am writing this from a place you cannot imagine yet.
Trust me.
It is worth it.
P.S. The mountains are still there. I still climb them. Every summit teaches something the last one did not. Keep going.
P.P.S. Keep reading. Keep stacking. Everything connects in the end.
Love,
Rajdeep, 2046
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